that's what finally occurred to me.

well, it's no big secret that i've been slowly getting
back to my old annoying habits around here for the past
couple of weeks. not to mention trying to make a dent
in my messages! geesh. speaking of which, if there's
anyone that still needs permission or anything, please
note me again. i promise to take care of it. promptly!

sooooo,...
i've been pretty much a ghost around here for two years.
every time i thought to slip back into the flow
some new road bump would keep me from it,...
- job change.
- run-ins with table saws. (uhm,...don't ask.)
- life in general.
heck i've been SO inactive online my operamail account
of six years got purged!! i mean, it was a gold mine
of saved love notes from some of you guys!!!
(uhm. hey walter. you didn't happen to keep copies,...
did you? heh.)
i guess the thing that ultimately turned the proverbial
push into shove was the latest daily deviation i so
undeservedly received a few weeks ago. it's the
third one i've gotten in the two years i've been invisible.
two at this account and one at uselessjack.
(good grief. now that i think about it, maybe i'm
making a MISTAKE by coming back! i get more attention
when i'm NOT around annoying people! hmmmmm.)
however,...it's nice to be remembered. thanks guys.
a special thanks to my friend snowmask and my
little brother in arms shawnkar/wroth.

so anyway,...before i slip back into the shadows let me
clear up a few rumours that's come to my attention
concerning my alleged whereabouts these past two years,...

no. i didn't recreate myself online and become a
'youtube celebrity'.
ugh. is it me or does that phrase make you guys
throw up a little bit in your mouth??

no. i haven't been in rehab.
though there was one or two close calls. h-h-eh.

NO! that wasn't me on Dateline's To Catch A Predater'!
and i must admit guys, that one hurt a little.

and finally,...no. my internet service provider did NOT
ban me or close my account for illegally downloading porn.
i was given a warning.
ok OK!
make that TWO warnings.
*sigh*

so anyway,...
it's late.
think i'll watch some x-files season two.
you guys stay cool!


-d

*goo i've been stuffing in my ears*

001: 21st Century Breakdown - Green Day
002: The Great Destroyer - Nine Inch Nails
003: Mm 17 - Bob Mould
004: Kind of a Girl - Tinted Windows
005: Love Train - Tommy Lee
006: Acute - Sugar Army
007: Judy Staring at the Sun - Catherine Wheel
008: Desolation Row - My Chemical Romance
009: Stuck on You - Failure
010: Thrash Unreal - Against Me!
011: Harnessed in Slums - Archers of Loaf
012: Long Gone - Chris Cornell
013: Mighty Little Man - Steve Burns
014: Stars - HUM
015: '74-'75 - The Connells